what if

what if

my choices are not

the one

I really would like to make

I think I do chose right

and believe

the wrong is put behind

but what if

I am wrong this time

and missed the right

thinking its wrong somehow

should I create a prayer then

to those who

life are exist up there

in case I make such a mistake

I could

not really undo my choice

but be forgiven for

I thought was wrong

or right

that makes me even more confused

simply

I can't be never sure

suppose

I could put trust 

into my heart

but then

there is my brain

gush

that almost make me laugh

right, wrong

oh, it gets worse

when other people

want to help me

to make a choice...