in a dream

in a dream

my father and I were in a garden.
he asked me to clean it from all weeds.
he even pointed to ones
i should focus.

i felt
I feel
like
he
trusts me
and that i can do this work.

he kept his hand on my shoulder,

that what i remember.

and then,

he physically disappeared,

but i knew
i know
he
still
is near,
maybe asleep?

i started my work.
and i was doing well.
until one moment

when

i think i’m lost.

which weeds i should
get rid off?

my thoughts run all over my head.

so i begun to dig them
all,
trusting that it will work.

i now think, i lost what i should be focusing on.

i didn’t even know,
until i felt.
my father presence.
he said he will help.

i suddenly feel this peace in myself,
thankful
i’m not alone.

he pointed at weeds and stalks.
i knew now
i know now
how to do this work.

and it was really wonderful
to put some seeds into the soil.
and start from setts to
build up…
yes…

what am i building i ask myself?

but then
i see this helping hand.
my father gives me more seeds to plant,
i immediately know
and feel
in my heart,

oh,

i actually see in my head,
this picture of beautiful garden

zen.

i fell also happy
and now

in this moment i think,

this was a beautiful dream.

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